Yay.. Love Dante. Don't love Pizza, gimme Lasagna ^^

Ok. I'm freking bored, fed up, sick to death with my style. You can't call it style anyway. I started out wanting to draw as realistic as possible, then came comics, then I was influenced by manga, later videogames. I don't want to hide that, nor do I dislike that. But halfway through all of that something went terribly wrong. All I draw is "pretty pictures". I even can't ink anymore. And all those pretty pictures.. don't get me anywhere.

I was offered a few chances - job opportunities that is. I'm not allowed to talk about those, let's just say, they are tempting, but unpaid, yet still require me to work my butt off. They require even more than just unpaid work hours, paying for drawing materials and what not, I need to work on my artsy side. You know, don't draw just pretty pictures, DEVELOPE a STYLE your own. I have good knowledge, I have a lot of things in mind I like... however, all those thoughtsstrings go in different directions and artistically this is quite numbing and my times running out...

I think, I don't have a personality and art is about personality. What am I to do? I can't go to tibet pray with a monk to find that goddam artist within myself -_-;

That's my problem! I'm totally selftaught and that methode has it's limits. I need some Obi Wan Kenobi O__O; or Yoda.


Wow.. quite a long rant for such a mdeiocre fanart. Poor Dante...